Today I finished my vocal exam, everything was going well I went and hung out with my friends. We talked and got caught up we we'rent doing anything bad just sitting in the school's library chatting, my boyfriend showed up(he doesn't like my best friend [my ex]). He came and sat with us and made my best friend uncomfortable so he left that's when all of my boyfriends friends showed up they started talking shit about my best friend (my ex had treated me like shit in the past but he stopped and we became good friends) then all of my boyfriends friends got up and found him, they interrogated him saying that he should stop talking to me. I didn't know they done that so to me I was having a normal day but when I got home I went on my computer and saw that he said he couldn't be talking to me anymore and blocked me. That friend had stopped me from committing suicide multiple times and my boyfriends friends just took away one of my biggest supports. Now I'm feeling like I might go into a relapse (I have/had depression) I once had another friend we spent our lives together, we had met when we we're really young but he got "proof" that I had cheated on him when we we're dating( I didn't cheat on him) but he ended up saying goodbye to me and told me to have a "wonderful life without me" I still cry thinking about it, now this friend is saying goodbye. You guys might not know me well but on of my biggest fears is losing people close to me.